Resistance♥

Biography

I love how people are able to define themselves with a few good words.Since i can't do it, i will just say what i want to say. My name is Nurul.I'm 19. I love to indulge in my latest addiction called K-POP. It means korean pop. I take a very long time to warm up to people so that's a huge turn off point of mine. I have major issues dealing with my emotions,it'll be unlucky to catch me when i'm not myself. I love sports & nature,maybe that's because i come from a family full of boys. I get preoccupied with things pretty quick too.And i like to procrastinate.And also, i hate getting too much attention.Other than that, i'm just a boring kid trying to figure out what's life has in store for me.♥ :)

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"Who knows, someday, we'll be. Something more than this."

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Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

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Maral Joanna Ain

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♥ April 2010
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

“You can try your hardest.
You can do everything and say everything, but sometimes
people just aren’t worth trying over anymore;
they aren’t worth worrying about.
It’s important to know when to let go
of someone who only brings you down.”

Today i got my 2nd POM test result and guess what? I did it again!hehe!I got full marks for the test.:)Alright,i don't mean to brag but i'm just overwhelmed by my own capabilities that i didn't think existed in me.It was a last minute revision once again.It seems that the more panicky i get when the test is nearing,the more obedient my brain gets.^__^v But this is unhealthy.Ms Melor seemed mad even to those people who got full marks.What's up with that woman?She's always so serious and intimidating.Reminds me of Eunjo from Cinderella Sister.She knows how timid i am when she fixed her "death stare" towards me."It's you again." Oh wow,thanks for the tension teacher.I guess you nearly killed me right there.-_-''

Today Minutes & Hands finally finished our POM project.After POM lesson,everyone was feeling rather drained out (and cranky too -_-'') because of the weather.The weather these days... IT'S TERRIBLE!I'm all covered in sweat everytime i reach school.Sweaty & sticky and you expect me to give my full attention to lessons?Ugh.But anw,i had another great time completing yet another project with the group.^^ Love you guys.:)

Some of my mates, the korean randomness people, are praying that the class gets included in the Korea Trip.Of course,after attending the briefing,i got really excited.If it's possible,i want all 8 of us(the ISB participants) to get selected!But that's just wishful thinking on my part.I'm not hoping so much about being selected for this trip.It's 28 people out of 200 participants.Though my PSEA $ is more that enough to afford the trip,i still have to think of my own expenses.Korea is a really expensive place to live.And i guess that it should be snowing in Korea when it's September.Winter clothes,cup noodles... I shall not elaborate more on the necessities.The good thing about the trip is that,everyone will get to learn about the culture, language, visit places or even see Korean stars!Well,that's a dream come true for me or any SG kpop freak(like any of my twitterers!) But,i don't think i need to go just simply because i want to see them.I already know about the culture,language,tradition,food and delicacies.What else is there to learn?Other that visiting the sites of course.But that can wait.:)

As for my work,things been pretty hard these days.It has always been hard.It's testing my patience and my limits.At times,i do feel like quitting and hide like a coward.But then again,this is the harsh reality that i have to get used to before i start making a living.This is just little.I have to learn how to handle this.Suppress my feeling,swallow my ego and move on Azreen.

"Courage isn't innate.It's cultivated slowly."

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Monday, May 17, 2010

Sometimes I wonder if you've ever had any ill feelings towards me.Are you being true with your words, laughters and everything that comes out from you.Do you go about nodding at any bad comments about me, saying that yes that is so true.Maybe I'm just shy to say this but I treasure you as a friend more than you've ever known.I may not show it, but that doesn't mean that I don't mean it.I can't be a perfect person, fitting every possible details that you might have wanted in a friend.Neither am I a good friend to you that doesn't cause you trouble or burden.Sometimes I admit, my bad points might have irritated you.For being late in almost everything.I'm truly sorry for that.I'm trying my best to overcome it too.I'm also trying my best to not let go of people that meant so much to me.Some friends walked out, new friends walked in.Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault that I can't keep people who meant to me close by.Am I always meeting the wrong people or it's just that, I'm too blunt to noticed that they are the ones that meant to me? I remember the people who made me happy and those who are not.But it seems that I'm not making any effort to keep them close to me.I'm always telling myself that there are good ones to come but how do I get better ones if I've already had the best?

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

Can't wait cant wait can't wait!

It's been my favourite animated film( after toy story of course!) and the last part is finally coming out!
Will be catching it with my GV friends next Sunday and it's in 3D!
What's even better is that it's free!^^
I hope i LMAO or LOL or ROTFL watching this!

Okay,i was totally exaggerating it only.^___^v

But i'll laugh,for sure.^^

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2:46 AM

“I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me, I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant old friend of mine, to me along the way.Though we drifted apart in distance I still think of you as being right here. And although we have many new friends, it is our friendship that means the most to me.”

Few days ago i managed to do some catching up with a friend of mine.I was pretty shocked at my endless conversation topics i have in my brain.Maybe it's because we've not been hanging out together for sooooo long already.We talked well and had a great time enjoying each other's company.That meeting made my day,and it did the same for her too.I hope she stays strong as ever like how i've always seen her as.Twinny,love you.^^

Today,i am suddenly reminded of someone who used to be very close to me.We shared secrets,problems,meals and just about anything that best of friends will do for each other.But i had no idea where that person has gone to and why.When texting,calling and stalking won't do,then what's the point of trying anymore?She was one of my most treasured friend,but she dissapeared out of my life like my friendship means absolutely nothing to her.I guess i was her "friend-for-that-moment" only.Didn't really matter much to her and it's not a big deal for me either right now.Well,people moved on so i've closed that chapter about her already.Shred it and toss it into the bin like it never happened.Bye bye~

Skipped SW today and went to play L4D at Hougang.The game managed to ease some of my stresses away and brought me joy with the cool adrenaline rush.I think i'm going to be a game addict soon because once i got home,i continued playing more games! Warcraft with my brothers. -_-'' But i was a wet blanket.My dumb old comp got stuck in the middle of the game because i was running AVG and it corrupted the whole game.They were angry and sorta kicked me out of the game.:( Nvm,at least i had fun playing L4D.haha!:)Btw!To my twitter friends, so sorry if i flooded the wall on some days!I'm just too hyper about spazzing with my friends on korean music.It's the affinity that i shared with them that most people can't understand.^^

“Silences make the real conversations between friends.

Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts.”

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1:52 AM

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Some people just know how to cross the line,don't they?

Stop being a class nuisance alright.

I was pondering this afternoon about whether

i should give in to you or protect whatever that's already mine.

I assume that maybe you are happier that way.

But guess what?My assumptions were never true.

I've got to start thinking about what's really best for me and others.

Let's just keep observing the situation now before i start making any wrong judgments.

If you think that i was referring to you,

then maybe i am.

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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

So i've been too busy to update these little things,till it gets all piled up with all the recent updates that i need to fill in to remind myself in the future that this,is what i've been through this year,this month,this life.Anyway,enough with the suckish intro.Last monday,my POM group had our shampoo presentation.It wasnt that well done i must say.Melor wasnt too satisfied with it.And i'm not saying that i'm angry at my other classmates for making things hard for us with their tough questions but I guess that we just need to work harder.Or at least that's the only thing that i can say now.No heart feelings alright.It's just a schoolwork.I'm not petty and i'm sure my group members arent too.

On that very day,3rd May marks the day my dad turns 52!Happy Birthday dad!(Dh separuh abad +++ ehh.XD)I treat the family to Nasi Ayam Ria at Orchard and bought a cake with mom & bro.To tell the truth,it became one of the rarest occasion when the whole family gets to dine together.I was just genuinely happy for that short moment where everyone was present.It was thanks to dad.My 2nd brother is feeling better too after that incident.Dad helped him get an iphone 3GS and that pretty much shuts him up.hehe.

About work.Ugh.I'm just totally pissed off.At who?me?my seniors?I'm just clueless.Maybe i'm just angry at myself for being such a stupid and careless person.I had to pay a price to that.I can't afford to lose anymore $.I have my own bills to pay,things i want to buy and places i want to go.I'm just really pissed at the customers.Esp chinese ones.Not trying to be a racist here but they are the most terrible customers EVER!Impatient,always want things done fast.As a whole,all of them are kiasu freaks!I don't work best under stress.But right after work that day,my headache felt like it was O level all over again.Let's end it here before i go on repeating the same thing all over again.And also,i am glad that Dee is working at Vivo too.Yesterday was her 1st day at Gold Class.Seems like she's doing fine with the job so no worries.:)

These days,the weather have been so hot,pimples are breaking all over my face.Esp my nose and forehead.It looks like a pimple playground!Ugh!I hate it!Been washing my face more frequently but it's still the same.WTF am i suppose to do now?Facial?Ugh.that's costly.I'm not like some other fortunate kids that have their parents to bear for everything.I have to pay for everything that i want.

Ugh.I'm tired of talking.Bye.

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