I love how people are able to define themselves with a few good words.Since i can't do it, i will just say what i want to say. My name is Nurul.I'm 19. I love to indulge in my latest addiction called K-POP. It means korean pop. I take a very long time to warm up to people so that's a huge turn off point of mine. I have major issues dealing with my emotions,it'll be unlucky to catch me when i'm not myself. I love sports & nature,maybe that's because i come from a family full of boys. I get preoccupied with things pretty quick too.And i like to procrastinate.And also, i hate getting too much attention.Other than that, i'm just a boring kid trying to figure out what's life has in store for me.♥ :)
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
For the first time, i was able to smile so freely without being such a worrywart.
For the first time, i felt like all attention was on me.
For the first time, my birthday was celebrated outside school compound.
And for the first time,i felt special.
My face glows,my smile brightens and my laughters are endless.All this will not happen if it wasn't for the lovely people who made it happen.Once again i would like to extent million thanks to everyone in the photo.The celebration was quite simple, but it left a HUGE impact on me.Seeing everyone so happy and sincere in celebrating my birthday,i felt really blessed.And that to me,was truly enough to make a lasting memory.
May the beautiful friendship last forever.God bless. <3
5:59 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I nearly fell just like how Dubu did during Marketing's musical chair game~! It was so effing funny! I was lucky i could grab hold of Twinny Jen before i fall.I'm wearing a skirt and falling backwards from the chair while everyone else is laughing would make such a dramatic impact on myself!But overall,i had fun.
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3:19 PM
I got a new blogskin! It's been really long since i last updated.Like what my previous post explains,there's just too much things that happen that i can't really describe.It's the YOG holidays now.Happy Holidays guys!This holiday,all that i've been concentrating on is work.I need more $ because Hari Raya is approaching and i have to get my things with my own money.Honestly speaking,i'm really not in the mood for any celebration.The family situation is topsy turvy.Dad and mom are not speaking to each other for months.My little brother got into some trouble in school and as for me,i'm having trouble trying to convince myself to study hard.
I remember the words that mom told me last year"You've missed the boat this year.But that does not mean you won't make it." But it seems like i'm growing tired of chasing after that boat, that dream that seems really impossible and so full of obstacles.I feel like a lost bird without wings. I was never a person who is so full of confidence.All my achievements are what i regarded as pure luck.I find it hard to hold my head up high and show people how confident i am about myself. And seriously,i don't feel good about myself.
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2:46 PM
These past few days, I keep finding it hard to put my words together to form proper sentences that explains my feelings. Sometimes I wished I could stop time and look back at the days that I've missed paying attention on. People who I greatly missed, things that I've done that would serve as a great memory for me, and words that I could find that would be best to describe everything. Life at 18 is tough.Especially if it seems like you are the only one paying attention on things that no one gives a damn about.Sometimes I wished I had a perfect solution to save everything. I wished I had a guidance to help my parents out, especially my mom. Sometimes I wished, I was never born to witness all these. But even if I was born again, there is no guarantee that life will be easier.
11:46 AM